single, available and looking for....

listening to EDEN - To Destination

*ROTFL*

Ok, here's the deal.... I've always think that the idea of being committed and tied to someone is something that i couldn't tolerate since i was 15. And boy i was so right and up till now it's just something that I feared. Nothing works jsut the way u expected it i guess. So I'd rather oogle and adore people from afar without getting my taited little hands on them. Pretty little things shouldn't have blood on their skin no?

So i did this.


You like the trouble making types.

What kind of guy are you most attracted to? (CUTE anime pics)
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See? Now I'm almost convinced that I have the hotties for cute little troublemakers - whereas my soulmate and partner-in-crime Slayerbabe are into those prince charming type. Which if I get hold of one of those I'd punch them on the nose till they bleed so bad that even their mothers cant recognize them.

So lately I've started talking to this particular person. On the outside he looked just like your typical cute little 14 year old boy who would do anything for a piece of candy. Wide eyed, sweet and accompanied by a sunshine smile. But after spending some time-off and getting to know him, he turned out to be a homocidal rapist. huhuhu... nah, he's a unique person that's deeper than he appeared to be and apparently older than he looks. :P

After a long sought social barrier penetration, I preceive that he's a workaholic, super-independent, strong-willed and a charismatic person as well as on the other side being lonely, lost, sad and wanting to be loved unconditionally. When i talk to him i always have this image of him being in a dark candle-lit room with life-wallowing music playing in the background. Which is kinda cool and chiche to me. He used to be a one-liner to me, but kinda opened up a little i guess.

Now that he's found his other-half, all i hope is for him to not be lonely anymore. I love being lonely, but when other people gets lonely, it saddens me. I wish u - all the sugared goodies in this world of Demon Styx, boy. Althought I'm leaving this vast land of nothingsness it sure was good to know that I've met someone as great as you are.


catch of the day "Shinu koto wa sumu yuiitsu no iryuu de aru" - Dying is the only reason to living.