God answered my wishes....

//Currently Listening to : Ajisai - SID//


Okay people... been a while since I've just been lurking and enjoying life... And people keep messaging... what are you busy with and why aren't you updating your blog? Answer is, No I'm not busy, just demotivated. And why no updates? Hey, it's not my fault the world ain't so interesting to share with you great people out there. And just for the record I'm not the type to post hate posts on my blog so i can make myself happy by trashing others. If I were to do that I'd be updating by the minute. Lol... nah.. no I love everyone of you out there.

So, I prayed to god. Please give me health, prosperity, good relation with everyone around me, let my friend get laid every night and finally... Please make Sephiroth big enuff so I can at least hump his sweet legs...

So his answer was...





Yes people of Midgar... that is a LIFE-SIZE 1:1 Scale Sephiroth. Shuld be around 6'2" or more... since the hair adds like another 1/2 a foot to his already tall build.

(I would love to put up all 6 pictures of him but photobuckets wouldnt let me... when i get that fixed I'd put em up... *gods I'm salivating like crazy*

Of course, courtesy of FF7ACMovie.com - You guys rock my world and created a reason for my existence... Yeah and check it out there for more tasty pictures.

If that ain't mind blowing enough....

Veni, mi Fili. Veni, mi Fili. Hic veni, da Mihi Mortem Iterum

//currently listening to : Kagrra - Makuro no Toride//


Yes people... I'm back... back from being sick... back from a computer breakdown - >_< ngh~ Yazoo-chan.. dun die on me again like that!! You almost gave me a heart attack~ - And back from giggling like a giddy demented high school bitch.

So... as I've promised, I'm going to let you in on what i did on my free time while I was excited with my husband, my husband's boyfriend and my father-in-law. :P





Hahahahaha..... *runs away from non-FF7slash fans* stop throwing banana pies at me demmit! So, yes.... I do those things in my free time... other than going out, play games, reading yaoi mangas... playarts are good... very good... huhuh....

And haha guess wut I found online? Everyone knows - I mean, everyone who PLAYED Final Fantasy 7 year ago and WATCHED Final Fantasy 7 - Advent Children would know that the Lyrics of "One Winged Angel" in those two versions are different. The first one was a crappy latin... and I'm sure the 2nd one is as well :P - But it sounds nice anyway and I'm not really an expert in Latin to judge, so I'll let it be. And I found the translation of the new "One Winged Angel" and oh-my... wut a little sad bastard our Darling Sephiroth is... It's okay my dear.. I would not let you become a memory *hugshugs*

So here it is, wut they sung and wut it means....


"One Winged Angel"


Latin

Noli manere, manare in memoria (x2)
Sephiroth, Sephiroth

Saevam iram, iram et dolorem (x2)
Sephiroth, Sephiroth

Ferum terribile, ferum fatum

Noli manare, manere in memoria (x2)

Sephiroth,

Sephiroth

Veni, mi fili. Veni, mi filiHic veni, da mihi mortem iterumVeni,
mi fili. Veni, mi filiHic veni, da mihi...

Noli manere in memoriaSaevam iram et dolorem
Ferum terribile fatumIlle iterum veniet

Mi fili, veni, veni, veni, mi fili (x4)

Mi fili, veni, veni, veni, mi fili(Qui mortem invitavis)

Mi fili, veni, veni, veni, mi fili(Poena funesta natus)

Mi fili, veni, veni, veni, mi fili(Noli nomen vocare)

Mi fili, veni, veni, veni, mi fili(Ille iterum veniet)

Sephiroth, Sephiroth

Sephiroth



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English Translation

Won't remain, remain in memory (x2)
Sephiroth, Sephiroth

Raging anger, anger and misery (x2)
Sephiroth, Sephiroth

Fierce terror, fierce fate
Won't to remain, remain in memory (x2)

Sephiroth, Sephiroth

Come, my son. Come, my sonCome here, give me death once more
Come, my son. Come, my sonCome here, give me...

Won't remain in memoryRaging anger and misery
Fierce, terrible fateThe second advent

My son, come, come, come, my son (x4)

My son, come, come, come, my son(By death's invitation)

My son, come, come, come, my son(Painful tainted birth)

My son, come, come, come, my son(Won't call the name)

My son, come, come, come, my son(The second advent)

Sephiroth, Sephiroth

Sephiroth

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So there I hope it's true... Hahah*hugs Sad little Sephy*... Uh yeah.. I got this from Advent Children.net heehehe... seems like a reliable source to me... ^_^ How they got those? beats me hahha....

So that's it I guess gihih... till next weird encounter *hugs all of u*

A dozen questions for Gamers...

//currently listening to :- Kagrra - Tsumi to Batsu//




Hhuhuhu... Thish is Kanoma or Sanaka or Hitomi, take your pick which name you wanna use, but its the same Darling boy. hehe... he's shoooo cute~~~ Don't you think so too?

This time, I wanna share my answers on this little survey...


"A dozen questions for Gamers..."

1. Favourite type of video/computer game?
- RPGs music simulations, Action, Horror

2. Favourite games?
- Final Fantasy VII, Final Fantasy IX, Resident Evil series, Parappa the Rapper 1 & 2, Jammer Lammy, Guitaroo Man, Space Channel 5, DDR, Pop'n Music, BeatMania, EZ2Djay,
Ez2Dancer, Para Para Paradise, Brave Fencer Musashi n the new Musashi-den, Shin Megami Tensei 3 >_<, Fatal Frame 1 n 2 (haven't played 3 yet).. Silent Hill 1 - 4. shiet... there's
too many... and there was a time i used to play Ragnarok Online... hehe...

3. First E-game played?
- The Most prolly Mario Brothers on the super old Micro Genuis.. that was aeons ago =.=" Or was it those little gamepads that u can move the characters to the left and right and blinks as it walks.. hahaha... if that's then, it'll be when i was 3...


4. Favourite or best MALE game character?
- Clous Strife, 1st Class soldier from FFVII! Always has been, always will be.. (I know a gazillion more people who agrees on this ^_^) he's pretty cool for a protagonist...hmm.. no one's gonna ask who's my favourite antagonist??
Sephiroth : *grunts*
Oh... doesn't he knows that we're talking about him *flutters eyelashes*

5. Favourite or best FEMALE game character?
- Uhm... i dun fancy playing games with lotsa girls in it.. but heah i'd gotta go with Lammy the Jammer... her songs are UBER COOLNESS!

6. Upcoming games waiting for?
- FFVII remake(I hope SquareEnix is SO MUCH OF A SELLOUT THEY WOULD REMAKE THIS UBER CASTASTHROPHICAL LIFE EXPERIENCE), and Fatal Frame 3 .. I heard you
can also play a boy character now... hehe ... even though i still have a bunch of games left half way unattended due to work.. bugger....

7. How long have you been playing computer/videogames?
- Since I'm 5. Now I am 22.... *gods... i feel old already...*

8. Your preferred game platform?
- Playstation, Playstation 2 and hopefully getting a Playstation 3... others suxxorssss...

9. If you could be in a game world, which would itbe, and why?
- FFVII... ^_^ I wanna stay in Midgar, work for Shinra Power Company... I wanna Marry Rufus... I wanna have the Turks under my command!! So i can ask Reno to massage my tired apple smelling
feet....GYAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~~~~!!!!!! And maybe gamble at Golden Saucer... stay a night or two in the Ghost Hotel... *haih... wut life...*

10. In what setting do you like a game best? (ie.present day, WW2 or fantasy or Ancient times)
- Fantasy lands

11. In roleplaying style of games, would you play acharacter of the opposite gender?
- Hell yeah! By being Cloud Strife, I'm already discovering my masculine side *flutters eyelids* Though in MMORPGs, being a girl sure has its benefits.... =.="

12. What game do you think you'd be confident inchallenging others?
- Any music simulation game.... *glints* I have confidence in my eye-hands, legs coordination... hehehe...

Aestheticism is Bliss amongst a sea of Diamonds....

//currently listening to : Kagrra - amafurase tanmaina//



heh... so there... another Kamijo and Sanaka - or Hitomi or Kanoma wutever u prefer him to be called - picture. Don't they have the highest grade of aesthetisicm? I really like this picture... I really wanna be the grapes. That aside, I think i just fell into a fad. The Visual-Kei fad. Yeah, I used to like em too - but now all i see is Visual Kei, Hard Shock and J-Indies... hmm.... i even duped the MP3s in my MP3 player to those of Kagrra, Malice Miser and a few other - i wanna get more of their CD's... Gazette, Alice 9, LaReine... i heard they're good.. hmm... I even did this spontaneous stunt of going off to buy magazines of SHOXX n CURE instead of eating and going home.

So, of course in celebrating my new indulgence i did a bunch of quizzes related to the bishounens....


Yes... first i took the Seme test ^_^


The Yaoi Selector: Which Seme are You?
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- But that's not the real me... is it? HohohOHoho...... *whiplash*

- But hey, i can't be satisfied with that, no? So i took it again and see who would i be...


The Yaoi Selector: Which Seme are You?
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- Ho... lookie there~~~ Sephy no? Or my dear psychotic bastard i love you so much i wanna be you~~~ @_@

- Then i took the Uke test... *laughs like a madperson*


The Yaoi Selector: Which Uke are You?
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- Dang... this quiz made me seem like some sick bitch... well then I always love lotsa drama and angst... ^_^

- But hey, I am a Sephy too... So i'll try to get Cloud...


The Yaoi Selector: Which Uke are You?
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- I soo love myself... I know these bishies so well that i know wut to pick to get em in my pockets ^_^

- Ho~~ then i took this quiz ... >_<
You're most like Gackt and Mana (Malice Mizer)
Nothing is too

dark for you, be it morbid
poerty, songs that chill the heart or a love
that will one day end in tragedy. You live for
the night.

- Hmm.. Dat's soooo me no? I wanna be Mana though... so I'd have a BF like Gackt... Coz if i was Gackt... hmm... Well i wouldn't minds screwing Mana too.. he's soooo gorgeous~~~ ^_^


What J-Rock Yaoi pairing are you most like?
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You're most like Toshiya and Kaoru (Dir En Grey)
The sexy, silent type

who hangs back from a
crowd--the people always come to you instead


- Do i seem like that? I guess I do... I don't really go forth and make new friends and stuff but my friends that i have now I will cherish them..*hugs you few*


What J-Rock Yaoi pairing are you most like?
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Toshiya and Kaoru:They like anime and eachother a
lot. If You are an

otaku too, it will be easy
to get closer to them. But beware: They are
childish and maybe don't take You too serious.
Don't try it too hard! After all, You could
have at

least one of them for a longer time.


- Hmm... Playing... is good... PLAYING WITH KAORU AND TOSHIYA *faints, dies, goes to heaven, comes back*

Which Dir en grey yaoi pairing will You play with?
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Kaoru is a definate keeper! Plus, he'd be a great
husband too!


Which Dir en Grey member would be your ideal boyfriend?
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- Yeah... OMG... I'm so in love with Kaoru.... Pink super cool hair super cool stage clothes... >_< i sooo wanna bite his ears.... omg omg omg.... *calms down*

So... about wut I am up to... I'm just ok... I just got my Final Fantasy 7 :Advent Children - Limited Pieces BOX SET! Yeah.. costs me a whopping ¥30,000++ but it's worth every single fat cells i sacrificed for not eating to save up for that noble cause... Ah, and my number is 64737/77777... ^_^ Ureshii~~ I shall get pictures of it posted once I am free for the weekend... ^_^

So till then....

Random things... gyahahahaha~~~

// currently listening to - Gackt - Mizerable//




Yes... been a while since i've really buckeled up and moved on. Things have been rough on the inside though I might look like a flawless smiling porcelain Super Dollfie from the outside. Bah! So checked out the picture above? Yeah.. 2 bishies yum yum... HohoHOh... and i've got a few other ones like them feeding each other grapes and hugging.. hoHHOhohH... another UBER fantasy to fill my harem sanctuary with

*Harem Sanctuary - a place when I and Rai hang out to chill with the bishies... hahaha - rulez = we can only talk and interact but no touchy touchy with the bishies... Visual purposes only*

And hell yeah... Kamijo and Sanaka/Hitomi/Kanoma(gods, why do you haf lotsa name babe?) are super uberlicious!!! *another orgasming whine*

So while slaving for greens, I'd go online and check out what's up in the world of crazy bishie lovers and I found a buncha quizzez.... gyahaha... mostly related to Visual-Kei. And namely Gackt. Hah! You guys try it too! I rolled on the floor laughing in my office with the answers. And the questions are hillarious as well. Some vivid imagintions these quiz writers have I'd must say. Credits to the respective quizzez are in the links. and uhm.. mostly quizilla. gheh hehehe...



You're Visual! Chances are you need to see if

a
band "looks the part" before you
check out the music. You're a big fan of gothic
dresses, make-up and sexy fanservice. Your
favorite bands probably include Dir en

grey,
Pierrot, and of course Malice Mizer.


What's Your Genre Of Jrock?

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Gackt


Which member of Malice

Mizer will you screw senselessly?
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You are the Gackt Sandwich.


Which Awkward Gackt Moment are

You?
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Too Like a Boa Constrictor, I am GACKT'S DREADED
SILVER

PANTS!

You may remember me from such concerts as
Merveilles. I am infamous. Look at me shine,
for I am Gackt's radiant, radiant pants.


Which type of Gackt pants are you?


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You are Gackt's shades!


What Gackt Item are you?
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by Quizilla



What else is there to want?


Gackt quiz - Will you get some?

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You are Vanilla!

You little nympho! You think sex brings you closer
to devine grace, are you high?


Which Gackt song are you?

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okay so i dun wanna be a horny fuck... i did it another time and I got...



You are Mizerable!

You are Gackt's first song as a solo artist. You
are a little sad, but you are my favorite.


Which Gackt song are you?

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Leave Today behind and enter the World of Fantasy...

//currently listening to : One Wing Angel - FF7AC Remix//



Yes.... finally... all those years of depression and waiting in dense patience finally paid off. True to your guess, I WATCHED Final Fantasy 7 Advent Children.... *SCREAMS AND SHOUTS IN ORGASM*


Dude.. chill...

If people believe that if you do good, you can get a glimpse of heaven... That was my experience of it. And I still am feeling the sensations of it. Tetsuya Nomura, Nobuo Uematsu, you guys are my dieties. You created perfection. You created the new age of - dats it, I'm saving up for plastic surgery to look like those adorable boys!!! - Just looking at my childhood experience of playing over 150 hours of Final Fantasy 7, revolutionised into such perfect fantasy. Yes! That was definitely MY Final Fantasy. Anything beating that would involve me touching and calling Cloud on his handphone, Hiding under Vincents cloak and looking straight into Sephiroth's MACO induced eyes ready for battle via-virtual reality. UBER COOL!

And yeah, Me haf also changed me ringtone to that of FF7's victory song. GYAHAHAHA. Call me cloud! Yazoo, Kadaj... whoever? Vincent? I'm sure haf a phone somewhere under those rags? :P

Yes, it was a crazy night. I went to sleep ahead of my friends due to my responsibility of work the next morning, but it was laced with images of those perfect beauties.... They're sooo gorgeus... I wanna live in their world... I wanna hang out with Reno, I wanna join the turks! hoHOhoho.... And after couple of searches online... look whut I've found...



Yes.... Cloud, Vincent and Sephiroth in SUPER DOLLFIE form!! OMG... this custom doll is sooo pretty... i was looking around for some new pictures when i stumbled into this site. All credits go here... I've sampled some of the pictures to share in lowres, so if you wanna check it out please do click on her/his page and check. And also there is also a picture of this boy cosplaying as Yazoo.. pretty cute... *huggles him and kisses*

Been a whole since i hung out with you guys... lurve you lots!

Help needed... heh!

// Currently listening to : Jibun Kakumei 2003 - Miyavi //



Heh... so I've heard that the kids in uni are having fun... studying for exams.. rushing i for their final crits... getting ready for wutever reasons that's making themselves happy...

not like me... I'm currently slaving myself for little colourful greens... i need cash to buy essentials in my life... ciggies... pet food... more comics... more figurines... and most of all... saving up for a darling Super Dollfie... besides rotting and facing the heavy travel expenses and fatigue of commuting... i feel lost.

Lonely might not be the word... but it's still warm enough. Its a freakin routine of going to work, come back, cook/eat and sleep... nothing left to do stuff for myself... other than the weekends.. which i would normally spend on sleeping till high noon.

I miss my friends... i wanna hang out with them... i wanna spend more time with my pet... but all i could do is just draw the guy above while waiting for the computer to render... I guess lifes like that when u just start working... everybody just dumps the work on u and expect u to do everything... heh...

100 Questions... make it less than that...

1. Full name : Imagawa Aikiyoshi/Rina
2. Nicknames : Bulma-chan, B, rina-chan
3. Eyes : Hazel
4. Height :164 cm
5. Hair :Brown
6. Siblings : none...
7. Do u like to sing in the shower? : no
8. Do u like to sing in the toilet? : no
9. Birthday: April 16th 1983
10. Sign : Aries
11. Address : Gifu, Japan
12. Gender : Female
13. Righty or lefty : Righty.
14. What do you want in a relationship most? : huh? lots and lots of beating. So i'm masochistic - sue me.
15. Have you ever cheated on someone : No, wanted to - but no.
16. Martial status : single
17. Do you have a car? : Yes
18. What kinda car do you have/want? : some honda/wutever that moves.

FAVORITE QUESTIONS:

19. Movie : Gohatto
20. Song : Kagrra – Urei
21. TV Show : Desperate housewives
22. Actor : Johnny Depp *=p~*
23. Actress : they all look the same...
24. Food : Sashimi
25. Number : 7
26. Cartoon : Gravitation
28. Disney : Whut? >_<"
29. Colour : lavender


LOVE LIFE ETC

30. Do you plan on having children : Of course, 2 boys
31. Do you want to get married : no, not really...
32. How old do u wanna be when you have your first child : about 24
33. How old do u wanna be when your married : no such desire as of now
34. Would you have kids before marriage: maybe
35. Do you have a b/f or g/f : nope. I dun think I'm the type. I suck at romantic relationships.
37. Do you have a crush : yes, on Super Dollfies.

EITHER-OR (PICK WHICH ONE YOU PREFER)
38. Music/TV : Music
39. Guys/Girls : guys?
40. Green/Blue : Blue.
41. Pink/Purple : Purple
42. Summer/Winter : Cold white winter
43. Night/Day : Night.
44. Weird saying I have : “munyuu~”
47. What school do u go to? : huh? done with em and dun wanna remember.
48. Have you ever taken drugs? : If you count paracetamol as one.. heah... heh hehhe hehe... nah not really.. if u're talking about those fun inducing chemicals... i'd rather spent my money on my pets and buy more tangible stuff.
49. What's a major turn on for you? : On screen unreal boys making out with each other. yes. oh yes.
50. How far would you go on a first date? : I dunno... I'm not really a PDA person and i HATE skin contacts. so u guess it.

51. The PERSON you know who is...
Funniest : Jaideep (been to 3 of these crap and u're name's still here, jai) Happiest : Abs (great job, great romantic relationship, great family .. wut else?) Strangest : Jenny (u are very peculiar…)
Most Caring : My mother... love you lots *hugs n kisses*
Tallest : Nadya (ROTFL - i've gotta put ur name somewhere in here babe) Smartest : My chipmunk
Best All Around Person : My daddy... hehehe.... love you lots *hugs n kisshesh*

52. Which 5 people do you trust and are open with the most? : Ban-chan, Guu-chan, Nad, Abs, Jenny. You guys r the greatest... even how far apart we are...
53. What do you think of soul mates? : nad and abs? they're the other 2/3 that makes the whole me - we are the TRINITY. hahahah. can't live without em.
54. Is it right to flirt if you have a bf/gf? : If you've got it, flaunt it. There's no right or wrong. And there's no way to know if ur gf/bf is steering off the mud either. y risk being stupid? I'd say go for it. Coz if u dun, and u found out ur other half cheated on u, u'd feel uber stupid.
55. What was the last thing you cried over or got teary about? : i dun cry... i cut and laugh.
56. What's something about guys/girls you don't get? : they adapt very well.
57. Are you happy? : yeah, at times.

61. Silver or gold : Silver.
62. Diamond or pearl: Diamonds. yes lots of it.
63. Sunset or sunrise : Sunrinse ( coz i usually miss this, so when i do get to see it i get really estatic).
64. Have you ever gone skinny-dipping (to swim in the nude): Nope.
65. Do you sleep with stuffed animals: yup, lots of it... not only animals, but also stuffed kakashi, naruto and sasuke.
66. Do you have any piercings? : Lots n lots
68. What song are you listening to right now? : Kagrra - Urei (yes trying to overkill it)
70. Where would you want to go on your honeymoon? : Gifu Ski resort, Japan.
71. Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with? : Nad, Abs, Jenny.
72. What's your favourite sport? : sports... does PS2ing count as sports? or dance machines and para-para.
73. What makes you happy? : friends, fritz, shonen ai, food, manga, figurines, SD DOLLS, oh yes.
75. What's the next cd/s you're gonna get/buy? : Karakuri Zouzhi Ayatsuri Sakon OST 1 n 2 - lost the first one. :(
76. Do u wear contacts or glasses? : both - but i usually go with none at all... not that blind anyway.
77. What's the best advice given to you? : Stop smoking - good advice, but doesn't mean i'm listening.
78. Have you ever won any special awards? : best fucked up slacker.
79. What are your future goals? : to get an SD DOLL. yes, oh yes...
80. Worst sickness you ever had : Chicken Pox on holiday season... the fact thats it's holiday and u're sick in bed makes it more the unbearable...
81. Do you like funny or scary movies better? : Scary
82. On the phone or in person? : in person, facial expression and body language plays an inportant role...
83. Hugs or Kisses? : Hugs.. of coz... kissings way too personal...
84. What song seems to reflect you the most? : X Japan - Forever Love - nope it doesn't reflect me but i like it.
85. If you die tomorrow who would you leave everything you own to? : Nad, Abs and Jenny - be good now and dun fight eh?
86. Do you have any enemies? : haha i'd like to say no, but people like to think they're so i'll leave it to them.
87. What is your greatest fear? : That my friends dun wanna make a proper funeral service for me like the one in "My Chemical Romance - Helena" when i die - I swear I'd come back from my grave to haunt u all if you dun do it!!!!!
88. Would you rather be rich or famous? : rich :D
89. What time is it in Albania now? : like hell i know... some things are best left not bothered with.
90. Have you ever been in love? : I still dun grasp the concept... *blinks*
93. When was the last time you talked to the person that you like : few mins ago - jenny.
96. Do you have any pets? : 3 - Guu-chan, Ban-chan and Fritz-kun :P
97. Are you an alcoholic? : no, i'd rather drink sweet yummy stuff.
98. Who sent this to you? : Fritz, he din send - i copy n pasted from his blog. hah! 99. What do you think of this person : he's so cute!! *hugs n kisshesh*
100. Do you want your friends to write back?: Definitely

My hubby and father-in-law...

//currently listening to : KAGRRA - HANA//



nyuu... mite mite.... my hubby and my goth father-in-law...
hehe... ok I got this recently... and aren't they just gorgeous?
Just staring at them gives me orgasmic energy...

life has been a bitch to me some time earlier. But being its bitter glory i secretly get a sick pleasure out of it. Maybe I'm just a little out of it... things can't be helped i guess... just shut those prying eyes off my back and get on ur own crap already... shooh shooh... >_< well then... I shall reveal more later... from now i guess this would be just a place for me to bitch about life and gloat about my wellbeing... do i make sense? no? good.

皆-さんの為に。。。

Bon Odori 2005

// currently listening to : Sayonara wa Iwanai De - KOKIA (Karakuri Zoushi Ayatsuri Sakon)//


Fritz-kun to shashin o totta ^_^


Kotoshi no Bon Odori ga tanoshii zo!!

Yeap! it's a wonderful event...! Even Jenny who has been missing it for 4 consecutive years finally came to the bon Odori with me...!

^_^ mite mite!! For all you people who has been wondering who is Fritz-kun... koitsu desu! Petto no Fritz-kun! kawaii ko deshou?? ^_^ I so feel like Aoi Renji hahHAhahAHa!!! Hai sempai, okanshashite oke.. gihihih... I love the high ponytail at the back ^_^ its' sooo kawaii ^_^!!!!

Yup... bulma-sama has moved on and climbed out of her emotional hole.

Now immensely decreasing virtual space in FRIENDS folder in order to avoid anymore backstabbers. Has deleted HEART to avoid anymore heartaches. And created a new folder named PETs for Guu-chan, Ban-chan and Fritz-kun.

Although done with all that, the system is still unstable. constant pop-ups with dialog box that suggests "You are a numbnut" "Go cut urself and bleed to death" "You were already fucked-up from the beginning" and "Stop letting people sit on ur head while grinding their shoes into ur hair" keeps pliagarizing operating system. Might one day cauze a huge bad sector and destroy all data. Only remedy is SG anti-virus and SpyPET to keep symptoms under control.

^_^ well.... i can't be all too sad right? at least god still leave me with some nice stuffs to live with...

tick tock tick tock...

listening to : Sadness and Sorrow - Naruto OST



Nadya's birthday party... and I didn't even get to get a decent picture with nadya... hahha...

So like a lot of people i know was there and also a lot of people i don't. Also I met Jerah again after along while. I sooo miss her... when are we gonna go harvest apples no? ^_^ Maa... maresia de tsumaran yo.. nihon de ikou ka...? Nadya's cake was great but it was too small.

A lot has happen after that.... backstabs, ratted ons, and broken friendship.... its hard... but i hope that was the last of it... i seriously cant take all of this anymore... its so stupid. Baka mitai....

And to you out there... there was never any compassion between us. And you were the one who decided to null the situation.

Unyuuu~~~

Kyou ga tanoshiizo ~~~^_^

i've been deprived off internet connection once i moved back home. Due to some incomptibility in my house - it DOESNT haf a copper wire that i can plug a fucking phone line into. Something about some wireless infrared new-age phone lines which requires a WHOLE new hardware to get a working line.

Mendou kusai na~~~

sore ga sa...

I'm too lazy to unpack, the only thing i did for the pass week was going out with my friends like almost everyday (rotating turns) play games at night and re-read the Da Vinci Code... hukhukhuk..... screw me if i think i DONT WANT TO seperate my fantasy and fact with the book.... i love live better with it....

Yesterday i went out with steph and Anash... hukhuk... my pals... my comrades... hukhuk they treated me to a birthday steamboat! hak! best! thanks you guys!! *huggles huggles* shedap shedap.. nanti kite kluar lagi eh...


Today i went out with Nad and Jai to time square - all the way scorning and brooding towards the fact that the world sucks... thanks to the inhabitance of 'mosyeques' around in this world.... creating stupid songs, stupid love-nicknames *vomits* and everything else that makes me wanna cut myself repeatedly with an NTcutter till i bleed to death *phew*

Nad is like my soul-mate.... a few days of not seeing her i'd just turn blue.. and as for jai, his antiques are the main thing that gets my air-flow in my winpipe clear huhuhu... hes a great companion when u're down....

so after time square, we went back to jai's house in cyber... or make it Fritz-kun's house. huhuhu... after hanging out for a while, we felt hungry and ranted about places that we could have dinner at when I asked Fritz-kun what does he wanna eat. And he sed he was going to cook. ^_^suggee yaro~~~so we playfully asked if we could haf wutever he's having for dinner and he said" yeah" ngaa~~~ureshii... so after 30 minutes of super speed cooking and a hella torturous whiff of divine smells...... we had this!!



huuu umaiii!!! oisshiiii!! fritz-kun ga suggeee ya kakkoii!!! ryouri ga jyozu deshita na!! ^_^

sankyuuu fritz-kun..huhuhuhu.....

huhu dats all for the time being.. till i get a proper internet connection or leeching off these kind hearted samaritans hukhuk...

Saying my Last Farewells...

Listening to Nobuo Uematsu/Risa Ohki - The Promised Land

Haih... I'm seriously too attached to this house to leave... I'm taking short naps... lil'ciggie breaks and still sitting here chatting to people and writing and entry here....

Thank you for sheltering us all these while A2-6-9. To me, you would be the the place where i grew up the most.



Guu-chan : We're moving? :3 But that house was where i gave birth to Ban-chan!!

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Ban-chan : MOVING? IS THAT EVEN A WORD??? NO!!! NOOO!! I'VE NEVER BEEN OUTTA THIS HOLE!!

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Nadya-chan : Omg, Look at the amount of rubbish u got B! Now, lemme take a token of memory from this pile of garbage :D

*slaps head*

To be honest.... I'm scared... this moving out thing and stuff... Getting a job, getting a new life... it just scares me... maybe im not really the type to get used to changes... well.... let's just cross the bridge when we see it no? ^_^ *cries desperately*

A slab of loneliness just crept up to me......

Me and my slave. Our roles are reversed for the night because it's what the Bday Queen demands. 

Death Note.... ROCKS!

Listening to GRAVITATION - Sakanoue Yosuke - SUPER DRIVE

Yeah yeah... tell me about it..... I'm supposed to be packing up to leave. But I'm still in denial... This place holds to much memories to just let go.... So I opted for something more fun!

I downloaded the whole 59 chapters of DeathNote and read it all....




har har har.... Ooba Tsuzumi and Obata Takeshi Rocks.... Love the art, love the story flow... its so smooth and super sweet and bizarre that i couldn't take my eyes or brain off it... >_< Trust mr.. its super cool and awesome!

single, available and looking for....

listening to EDEN - To Destination

*ROTFL*

Ok, here's the deal.... I've always think that the idea of being committed and tied to someone is something that i couldn't tolerate since i was 15. And boy i was so right and up till now it's just something that I feared. Nothing works jsut the way u expected it i guess. So I'd rather oogle and adore people from afar without getting my taited little hands on them. Pretty little things shouldn't have blood on their skin no?

So i did this.


You like the trouble making types.

What kind of guy are you most attracted to? (CUTE anime pics)
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See? Now I'm almost convinced that I have the hotties for cute little troublemakers - whereas my soulmate and partner-in-crime Slayerbabe are into those prince charming type. Which if I get hold of one of those I'd punch them on the nose till they bleed so bad that even their mothers cant recognize them.

So lately I've started talking to this particular person. On the outside he looked just like your typical cute little 14 year old boy who would do anything for a piece of candy. Wide eyed, sweet and accompanied by a sunshine smile. But after spending some time-off and getting to know him, he turned out to be a homocidal rapist. huhuhu... nah, he's a unique person that's deeper than he appeared to be and apparently older than he looks. :P

After a long sought social barrier penetration, I preceive that he's a workaholic, super-independent, strong-willed and a charismatic person as well as on the other side being lonely, lost, sad and wanting to be loved unconditionally. When i talk to him i always have this image of him being in a dark candle-lit room with life-wallowing music playing in the background. Which is kinda cool and chiche to me. He used to be a one-liner to me, but kinda opened up a little i guess.

Now that he's found his other-half, all i hope is for him to not be lonely anymore. I love being lonely, but when other people gets lonely, it saddens me. I wish u - all the sugared goodies in this world of Demon Styx, boy. Althought I'm leaving this vast land of nothingsness it sure was good to know that I've met someone as great as you are.


catch of the day "Shinu koto wa sumu yuiitsu no iryuu de aru" - Dying is the only reason to living.

Hence the Saga continues...

I killed 3 flies, 2 mosquitoes, 13 arachnids and 1 heart

so i used the money to get connected to the internet, get converted into the life of techo-paganism and did quizzes!! yey~~



You are the depressed/dreamer anime girl.You either
lost somebody you love or somebody broke you
heart so bad that you can't pick up the
shattered pieces without hurting yourself.You
think nobody can heal your wounds but don't
stop looking because you never know who loves
you enough to try hell the one special guy
could be right infront of your eyes and you
don't even know it.You also love to day dream
because it seems like the only place that makes
you happy.BBut little do you know that people
all around you are trying to make you happy and
you won't let them in fearing you'll get
another heartbreak or get hurt worse.But just
try and if things go wrong just brush it off
and try again.It never hurts to try.One more
thing never let that lost love one leave you
heart keep them in forever and keep their
memory alive.


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Hmm... dat's so me... ^_^

HuhUHuhu...so now...

listening to GUZU Shakai no Akai Bara - The Yellow Monkeys

I'm lonely, bored and depressed...

i took up some "side-jobs" to fill my purse.

You kill for
revenge.
That is because you have lost something or
someone you held very dear. Now you can't seem
to get over the loss that marked your soul, and
the only solution is to go after the one person
who brought all this pain to you. Chances are
you are angry inside and you bottle everything
up and don't talk to anyone about it. People
may want to help, but you think that they can
never understand your pain and only get
frustrated because of this. But it is important
to see all that you have left and be thankful
of that even if you have lost something great.
It may not be true that Times heals all wounds,
but with time and talking about your feelings,
maybe the hurt will ease.

Main weapon: Yourself
Quote: "You can close your eyes to
reality but not to memories" -Stainslaw J.
Lec
Facial expression: Gritted teeth and
teary eyes

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