New passion~

//currently listening to : Guns'N'Roses - Don't Cry (Original)//

Haha... well first and foremost. Check out what I've got?


By erdanya, shot with Z610i at 2007-09-12
Kikiki... chumil tak? Same thing you see in Bumblebee... muhuhuhu!

That done with, I would like to share my new passion with you guys...

By erdanya, shot with Z610i at 2007-09-12
Its miniature figurines. For now I am crazy about the food. But I've seen other things like stationaries, cooking utensils, dining table sets... urghh.. I wannnn T-T Anyway when I showed my friends this picture they all thought it was real food in one glance. And they can't imagine the size. Well I can tell you that they're really small... my pudgy little fingers will knock them off if I am not careful. (>_<)

By erdanya at 2007-09-12
Yeah... they're so real you could eat them... I am so AWED by it. I'm intimidated... I want to buy moreee... T-T They're so cute..... !!~!!

Ha....

That aside, yesterday my colleagues and I went to eat a good hearty lunch before the Ramadhan starts... kikiki. So my boss suggested us Korean Food. So we went to a Korean Restaurant along Jalan Ampang, the one behind Sayfol International. Ordered a Set Meal and made ourselves Comfortable.


By erdanya, shot with Z610i at 2007-09-12
Huu... Nice Landscape...


By erdanya, shot with Z610i at 2007-09-12
This is called The Bulgogi set. My first Korean food. I take a taste of everything on the plate and made my decision. Next to Kim Chi, this is the national dish of Korea, and taste a lot better... a WHOLE lot better. Kim Chi has an acquired taste. Which I don't like. But the beef was.... uhmm yumm... i didn't touch the green veges after the first taste, but other than that its very yummy.

But definitely a must have if you visit a Korean Restaurant!

Anyhow, today marks the start of Ramadhan. Happy fasting people..~!

New Toilet, anyone?

//currently listening to - random gossips in my office//


So, Last saturday was something out of the ordinary. Nothing bizarre. Its just that i happened to spend it with my friends. Went and watched Ratatouille. Its very nice! Go watch it. Me and Afiq agreed that the message Pixar delivered in this one was better then their other movies. It's not another 3d animated movie with animals. Trust me. If you watched it and don't like it. YOU SUCK.

Then I went to Pet Safari @ The Curve. There were having an animal adoption drive just outside.

This one was rescued from a rooftop. It's dumb mother left it there.It painstakingly resembles Ratt...

By erdanya, shot with Z610i at 2007-08-19

This one is a Maine Coon breed. Normally this breed's kitten costs rm2,500. This one had one of her leg's amputated and kidney failure. Her previous owner threw her away because of that. T-T But shes a very lovable cat. So manja... nice to hug also coz her fur is soft. So if you got a place for her in your heart and at your home, and 50 bucks a month for her prescription food, please please take her home... just ask me

By erdanya, shot with Z610i at 2007-08-19

Such big hearts the auntie and her 2 daughters have. Keeping those animals and caring for them patiently till they have a proper home. There are also some dogs. Visit Rescue2rehome today!

On another note, I went into pet safari and guess what i saw???

By erdanya at 2007-08-19
hehe... so chumill ^_^ its, 2.5k each. And look at the two cuddling each other... you DONT want to separate them... do you...? XD It eats fruits and... raw meat... hehehe...

Also I bought a new toilet for Ratt. Toilet yg daddy die buat tu dah start to serap the bau poopoo. Not pleasant. kikiki.

By erdanya at 2007-08-19
Suker betul die...

Yes Ratt... show the whole world how you poopoo. kikiki.

Ratt : Aunty Leena cum and share tuilet ^_^ Uncle Ash also, i mek spes!

kikikii

//currently listening to : - LIVE - Dolphin's Cry//

So yeah, here's something i took about a few weeks ago. I thought it might be nice to put it up here.


By erdanya, shot with Z610i at 2007-08-09

But then i heard some dingdongs tried to steal homer away a few days after that. Dood was caught on the CCTV cam and brought to justice. hahaha!

So i have about a few minutes more till my rendering finishes so i decided to update people about wut has been happening in my super exciting life. heh.

Ratt has learned how to shit since the last posting about her. She kept all that food and water in her for more than 48 hours. Her stomach was so bloated, almost looks like it would burst. Okay, now I'll give you all 2 minutes to imagine a cat with bursting guts looks like.

Done, let's get on.

So, i took some advice and wiped her ass with wet wipes and this is wut happened.


By erdanya at 2007-08-09

hehe... but dun worry. She goes to the toilet/sandbox by herself after that. Look at that... Doesn't that face just spell "S-A-T-I-S-F-A-C-T-I-O-N" ???? Cats really do have those kind of faces when they're answering nature's call. She's a very clean cat too. Makes sure no one sees wut she deposits in her sandbox. heh.

So here's a current picture of her. Does she look any fatter to anyone of you guys? huh?


By erdanya, shot with Z610i at 2007-08-09

She's so active now that she's all healthy. Cant sit still. Wont let us sleep in peace. Would jump up and down and walk over everything in the room. And I can't wait to get her real fat and lazy so she would calm the fuck down.

Ah! On another news, guess wut i ran into yesterday on the road when i was on my way to lunch?


By erdanya at 2007-08-09

This gets me thinking.

So, flying a hundred Jalur Gemilangs on your ugly car (its not even a national car - its and OLD honda accord) is being considered as patriotic these days?

Is this an example of borderline patriotism or idiocy? I REALLY don't think this old chap would be the one being in the front line with his arms wide open defending the country when say, someone tries to invade us (touchwood!).

Tapi betulla. Wutever it is... I'm trying to say "Buruk sial..." Like really.

Hehe... don't think I'm being bitter. Its just funny - to me at least. I guess i don't need to fly a flag on my own car now. He's done it for me. Thanks uncle from Taiping/Ipoh/Kuala Kangsar.

And uhm... we don't need to blur out the number plate aight? Someone tell me if i need to. Don't want uncle from Taiping/Ipoh/Kuala Kangsar to be pissed off at me. kikiki...

So my renderings almost done, but I've got nothing else to share. heh.

Our new baby... ^_^

//currently listening to : DOMINO FALLOUT V - X Original Soundtrack//

Last satuday, on the 28th, we went to Amit's21st bday party. It was held at KDE, in ampang. To Whomever who has no idea who Amit is, he's Abs' littler brother (also my future plastic sugeon XP). He's back from Ukraine for the summer holiday so his parents took the chance to give him a birthday party. Albeit a late one :P. But who cares, as long as everyone got together and had lots of fun huh.

It was a good party, good food, good music great crowd. ^_^

We left about 1230. It was kinda early by weekend standards so Leena, Andy, Arul and I decided to head down the road and stop by McDonalds and have a drink, chit chat and catch up. We had that new chicken nuggets set. Yummy new sauces. Yumyum. But i don't know if it's just me or the chicken nuggets seems to be MUCH smaller.

Anyways, after quite a while, we spotted a lone kitten walking around. So we called it. It kinda gave us a wary look but didn't take a step towards or back. So i got up and went to pick it up. It didn't run. It felt so frail in my hands. dem skinny. I'm so used to fat cats of my own that holding one like this scares me.

Well, it seemed to be hungry. We gave it little pieces of the nuggets and it ate it up. licked the sauce too. Well, naturally EVERYONE loves McDs i guess. The kitten was so cute, although it was a bit skinny. Leena suggested me to bring it home. But i was like, i already have 2 cats back in my mum's place. But i dun have one in Arul's place. kikiki. Gave him a lost puppy look and asked if i could bring it home. Surprisingly he was ok. Well honestly I know he has a soft spot for cats but i don't know if he was really up to having 1 running around him all the time.

Let's give it a try then.

Along the way we were thinking of a name for the kitteh. I said i wanna name her (yeas, its a gurl) Munyuu. He gave me a face that tells me im ridiculous. Okay then i said i wanna name him Haruki. He said find something else. He asked me
"What's the name of the cartoon with that rat?"
"Ratatouille?"
"Yeah, she looks like a rat anyways"

There's that, so her name is Ratatouille Haruki :P

-Night 1- Daddy's first night taking care of baby

After we bathed her in warm water, She's all clean now. Then Arul got a decently sized box from somewhere in the abyss of his house and put the kitteh in. Kitteh no like. Kitteh wanna sleep in MY armpits. It was a cat n mouse game between the two with her sneaking under my comforter sneakily and Arul trying to put her back into the box. happened about 4 or 5 times before arul made sure she slept in the box before he went to bed himself. Then when Rat saw that HE was already sleeping she made her merry way back into my armpits.

day 1 = Daddy-0, Rat-1

kikiki... here's our new family pic, with Rat. We'll take a proper one next time, with more pics of Rat.



She may look ugly now. But she will one day grow to be cute like her daddy and mummy. HAHAHAH!

Still not sure about her medical condition. But already went for deworm, and the random stuff. cant be vaccined yet coz shes on flu medication. Will update about her.

Transformers : Robots in Diguise~

//currently listening to :- The Killers - Somebody Told Me//




heh... as the title suggests, this is a review kinda post for the above mentioned movie.

So yeah, after the racket this movie produced since its premier showcase (Wed 27th June) I had finally the chance to watch it. My tix was on the 3rd of July, almost a week after it was presented to public eyes. It started like 10.30 although the time stated on the tix was 10pm. Thankyou Cineleisure Damansara for the delay as I hadnt had anything to eat since the night before so this offered me the chance to gobble up a hotdog while waiting amongst other transformer bufffs.

When we were finally let into the cinema, they showed us some adverts as usual. I gotta tell you the cinema ads used to be cool. With almost naked ladies dancing around some beer paraphenalias... kikiki... now most of it are the stupid public service announcement types of adverts. So yeah, back to Transformers.

I was half-expecting the theme song "Transformers - More than meets the eye~" to start playing as like it was in the cartoons back in the days. But it proved me wrong as it started with TONS of action, and it was action packed ALL THE WAY till the end. No breathing time, jose. XD this movie was up a notch from my previous one (pirates) and i had to say the interaction between CGI and life footages was almost flawless. Its so cute when the autobots were like pasting themselves against Sam's house for fear of them being found out by his parents. huhuhu ~~


- I am Optimus Prime. I have developed fashion sense thru the world wide web -

So, about the character designs.... Optimus Prime had an air brush job. nice one~ i guess i missed him much. He used to be my hero when i was younger. *gives OP and well deserved huggle* And all this fuss about Bumblebee not being a beetle... come on.... you gotta admit a camaro is WAY cooler than a beetle... even bumblebee doesnt wanna be a beetle (remember the scene where the guy wanted to sell Sam a beat up beetle for 4k and the camaro bumblebee opened his door and smashed the car?) kikiki... smooth bee... and hell im gonna go look high and low for the dangly bee thingy that has the word "BEE-OTCH" and that nice disco ball. kikikiki.


-cool!-


-not cool-


-yess... i like it, aha aha-

I gotta say my true hiro, i mean HERO in this movie is mr, bumblebee. I almost cried when those assholes tied him up and pulled him on each end. Talking about assholes.... the asshole in this movie, was surprisingly, NOT the decepticons. Oh noes....






huhuhu... see? God i hate him... how could he be such a jerk and hurt poor bumblebee T-T anyways, that stripping him off and tying him to a lamppost was smooth, Mikaela. XD

So, 2 thumbs up for Micheal Bay for NOT screwing this one up. XD

How do i rate? 9/10 - why? coz when i was watching this, there was an annoying indian dood across the isle talking loudly like nobody's business. So for me it was "~~ there was a cube. *insert indian language here* ~ when all hope seemed lost ~ *insert more indian language here* yeah.


TRANSFORMERS! MORE THAN MEETS THE EYE!

the new fad?

Okay...
now i know its been a loooo~~~ng while since i posted anything.

Why?

When i logged into blogger, i was surprised to find out that it was bought over by google... (well wut else google havent bought *shrugs* i thought google earth was the last thing in its empire... haha!) then i asked my friend Ash on yahoo messenger (which sucks so much now google might as well buy it and improve it too)

Satohara Miki: google bought blogspot?
ashryl2002: i think that has been a while

dem... *insert cricket sounds*

Well on another perspective...

Measly little things amuse me. Seriously. So lately i was introduced to http://icanhascheezburger.com/
huhuhu... thank you Nadya... i love you. Its a lolcat site uhmm... wuts a lolcat?

"A lolcat is an image macro featuring a photograph of a cat with a humorous and idiosyncratic caption. The name "lolcat" is a compound of lol and cat.^[1][2] lolcats are also referred to as cat macros." according to Wikipedia.

kikiki... so i, being a trend sucker (yes, im not capable of being a trendsetter yet... but i do specialize in sucking myself into trends) joined the band wagon and made my own lolcat. hihihihi.



yeah... i just kidnapped the pic from...a dude name Jeremy.... he's a taiwanese guy who adopts kittens in the streets because he cant stand them all being killed. Its a taiwanese policy to kill all homeless kitties n doggies. i hope he doesnt mind me using it. kikiki... so if u like this kitty lying on a mac, please do contact Jeremy and asks nicely if he'd let u have it. ^_^

its been so long~~~

//currently listening to : System of a Down - Lonely Day//



@_@

muhuhu... almost two months since i updated anything... im almost sure no one reads this... but im so bored i'll just write something.

Sweetheart's not back yet. hmmm....

Lately I spent some time playing - Trauma Center : Under the Knife - a game created by ATLUS for the Nintendo DS console. No... i have not owned one yet, but i shall... in due time. So, where i do get to play it? hmm... My boss has one and its kinda like a bait. "You finish up ur work early, Bulma and you shall play the DS. BWAHAHAH!" hehe... yes... that's his exct words. but lately Vera has taken a liking to that game to so i need to beat it to him for the DS.

Mental dilemma... a Nintendo DS or.. an SD doll? T-T haih... sayang... how...??? T-T

Hmm.. so V-day is around the corner. Everyone who knows me will know that I'm a sucker for marketing festive seasons like this! >_< and all these while I am just a bystander... I see people fall over each other, and i get chocolates and flowers, but i don't participate. I remember the times when me and my single friends would sit somewhere, buy each other milkshakes and diss ALL the couples we see. "Look, her boyfriend's late. Hah. padan muke!" "HuhUhu... tuu.. tgk dier tgk marah bf kat phone," "tu tu! he's giving her flowers. geh! mesti ade bees dlm tu!" hehehe...

but they all found their love ones eventually...

Also... I just don't understand guys. Everyone knows im taken. But these people just kept on asking if i would go out to fucking dinner with them. What about a no? And yeah, its not those "No" but it means yes no. It's a fucking NO. How hard is it to understand that 2 letter word? I mean... come on. My mind would be with my honey all the while and u get an empty shell of Bulma on the same table with you. She'll most prolly give you the half hearted smirk, the half hearted nod and the best rolling eyes of annoyance during the whole period.

damn.

anyway....

Marketing Marketing. I know my hunny sez "no, sayang you don't need to buy me anything for Valentines," hehehe.. who u kidding honeycones,,, i mean of coz you dont NEED to... but im sure if i get u something ull take it anyway and be happier. I never know anyone who gets something from their significant other and hated it. I mean if u got issues with ur lover, beats me. But the people around me that i know would accept anything from their sweetpies and appreciate their token of love.

yes?

And, yes it's going to be my first valentine with the person i LOVE and i WANT to get him something! Chocolates! Presents! maybe make a card~ and of coz hunny... we'll make our pretty little cupcakes when u come back okay? dun worry about it ^_^

Yes.. I'm making cupcakes for Vday. Red Velvet Cake batter (yumyum) with cute buttercream icing. I'll upload pics of my test batches later. but those test batches were huge muffin size. I'm deciding on tiny cupcake versions later. so the balance of the sweet buttercream and the slightly tangy flavour of the rich cake balances out easier that way. yeah those size org buat kuih raya tuh... hehe...

myuu... @_@ i mish him sho much it makes me cry ....

Well... wishing everyone a good Valentine's ahead. Sayang, Nad, Abs, Afiq, Anas, Jenny, Steph, Ash, Teddy, DD, Lynn, Ayid, Amir, My bosses, all teh SG(roxxorrszz... heh), everyone kay.. if i miss out ur name u dun hafta come and chop my head off... ure just under everyone.. so chill.

xoxo

Interlude...

//currently listening to :- Adam Sandler - Grow Old with You

*looks up to the sky (which is the underside of my bed)* Such a beautiful song...

So yeah... its 12.30pm on a Saturday morning and I've been awake for an hour or so... By right i should be sleeping for another 5 - 6 hours like a little baby on these weekends... why? I don't know... just dont feel like sleeping... his words kept on ringing in my ears... *squeezes eyes*

Yesterday he kinda asked about how i would feel if he was permanent there... 700miles away... only able to see him 6months once...woooooowwww.... to close to home... back off... i even see my acquaintances more often than that... yup... but his argument was "they pay me good money"

stares...

I'm sure 20 years from now we'll be living in a not so grand hut and i would say, if i could turn back time i would want him to agree to the post so we could have a better life.

A better life... dear bulma.... would a better life mean slaving night and day for money and in remunition, you get wads and wads of cash but missing your other half dearly for a loooong loooooong time...? or slaving night and day and in remunition get less cash but still at the end of the day you get to look forward to being in each other's arms, recap the events of the day together, cradle ourselves to sleep...

I'm not sure if i'm being emotional, but for now I need him so much that I hope that he declines the offer and comes back.

We'll get by together however it takes...

*sigh* I'm also still waiting for my boss' respond... I hope they love me enough to raise me and keep me... at least then it'll be a little better... I'm almost halting all my shopping activities... it hurts a lot... i love dresses... but for now i just can't afford it... *sigh* i guess i wont be able to afford them anymore ever... since when i can afford them i'd be old and wrinkly and not eligible enough for those attire... T-T I guess i can do a reembarkment of my spendings... have myself buy a dress every now and then buy nothing else... maybe... i can work out something.. i know i can... ^_^

someone said to me... "great! you got urself a boyfriend! now he can pay for your things"

Wooooooooooww.......

I'm sure almost everyone thinks like that... but I'm not the type of person to ask for something like that from a guy that i like... I mean if I want something I'll work something out myself to get it without troubling him... I am fortunately an independant person. ^_^ lucky me... of coz, unless he offers... I take whatever comes my way then. just coz its from him... and knowing he doesnt offer much makes it balanced... he knows he doesnt need to 'buy' my love for him.

I sometimes wonder... why is it that some people have it bad? Some people barely make an effort and they get rich... some people work their asses off on triple shifts and still barely make it through... is it true that all rich people are unhappy? i don't think so... they seem fine... is it true that poor people are happy? they seems to try and look it...

*dazed*

I guess it is because i'm still barely an adult i can't grasp this concept. I have never truly felt hardship... I wish i never would, but we all won't know what HE got installed for us all in the future right? For me, the biggest hardship is now... where my heart aches for something and you know it's far away...

Im currently moving on from dreading how long is he gone for to, he's coming back soon, so anticipate! Honestly it makes it all better.... ^_______^

My New Life, And Yours.

// Currently Listening to : Archangel Chants - Erik Berglund //

As the title suggests, It's been a while since I've written anything here. Almost a year. Hurray, me! Such a diligent nerd I am. I wouldn't say that there was a lot that happened throughout the year, but it certainly was a year that something big happened in my life.

For all you curious people out there - this is what i currently look like. All Zombified, affected by the rat-race virus, counting my days...



lolx XD !!!

Honestly, it aint that bad. That was just a picture of me @ Zouk - Dungeon of Tortures Halloween Party. Hahaha...

So what was new? Remember all the crap I said about love? If you don't you can just dig my archive and check up that one survey I did. Yeah, I don't do much surveys but when I see one that hits my 4th verterbrae spine block, I'll do it.

Yup, like i remember - My definition for love is:-
- A Capitalist Propaganda to brainwash suckers like ALL OF YOU! Into buying UBER EXPENSIVE MATERIALS, be it tangible or not; into providing them a steady stream of income.
- eg : The Japan Confectionaire industry concentrates on days like Valentines Day (Feb 14th) and White Day (March 14th) where its total confectionary sales are 25% alone on those days in that week, from their annual sale. Unbelievable? like they diet the whole year just to down chocolates on those days. sweet!

Yeah, so...

Seasons change.

I do too...

*looks at all of you* shut up! I know what you're all going to say!

Yes, yes... as all of you have known I have found myself a person to devout my love and trust, and hopefully he will be my first and the last. For 23 years i have searched for this meaning, asked everyone - "how do you know its love?" "is it really nice" "how do i know if i am in love?"

But no one came with an answer rethoric enough to be accepted by me.

One was close tho - "It's not something someone can tell you, but I guarantee you that when the time comes, your heart will tell you that you're in love" Who gave me that answer? I forgot. But I don't have much close friends anyway so I'm sure its one of you.

Who? Where? HOW? WTF!!!

Those were the questions that popped out from almost everyone's mouth when I said "I'm currently going out with someone," hahaha.. interesting.. i must say... i mean, if im not me, i wouldn't believe it myself. The life i was leading was just way too mundane to include such a beautiful thing like this.

Who?



\\(^_^)// - me wuv you!

I honestly think he's Uber cute. Especially in real life. His face tends to loose something behind a viewfinder, somehow. But more the better for me, so I get to anticipate more of him in real life! And his voice... >_< it's the most annoyingly sweet low alto pitch that you just crave for more and more... And what's more precious? Is that he DOENS'T make it his hobby to talk. So... IF you get to hear him talk, consider yourself lucky to be blessed by the gods of WAR. bwahahhah!

Actually this post is to announce the closing of this blog for being public. I'm not deleting it. Its just that I need this space for something that me and him could exchange. personally... since he's so far away now. So you all don't have to come and visit this site anymore actually... until further notice.... heh. Unless you wanna be a busy-body and check out what nonsense i have in here that wouldnt concern the rest of you. Except YOU that is, sweetcakes. ^_^

so, yada yada yada... Bulma talked bullocks and finally had it stuffed in her mouth. She shall remain quiet now... And i wish you all the best of luck in your future undertakings. Njya!


"Daisuki!!"

God answered my wishes....

//Currently Listening to : Ajisai - SID//


Okay people... been a while since I've just been lurking and enjoying life... And people keep messaging... what are you busy with and why aren't you updating your blog? Answer is, No I'm not busy, just demotivated. And why no updates? Hey, it's not my fault the world ain't so interesting to share with you great people out there. And just for the record I'm not the type to post hate posts on my blog so i can make myself happy by trashing others. If I were to do that I'd be updating by the minute. Lol... nah.. no I love everyone of you out there.

So, I prayed to god. Please give me health, prosperity, good relation with everyone around me, let my friend get laid every night and finally... Please make Sephiroth big enuff so I can at least hump his sweet legs...

So his answer was...





Yes people of Midgar... that is a LIFE-SIZE 1:1 Scale Sephiroth. Shuld be around 6'2" or more... since the hair adds like another 1/2 a foot to his already tall build.

(I would love to put up all 6 pictures of him but photobuckets wouldnt let me... when i get that fixed I'd put em up... *gods I'm salivating like crazy*

Of course, courtesy of FF7ACMovie.com - You guys rock my world and created a reason for my existence... Yeah and check it out there for more tasty pictures.

If that ain't mind blowing enough....

Veni, mi Fili. Veni, mi Fili. Hic veni, da Mihi Mortem Iterum

//currently listening to : Kagrra - Makuro no Toride//


Yes people... I'm back... back from being sick... back from a computer breakdown - >_< ngh~ Yazoo-chan.. dun die on me again like that!! You almost gave me a heart attack~ - And back from giggling like a giddy demented high school bitch.

So... as I've promised, I'm going to let you in on what i did on my free time while I was excited with my husband, my husband's boyfriend and my father-in-law. :P





Hahahahaha..... *runs away from non-FF7slash fans* stop throwing banana pies at me demmit! So, yes.... I do those things in my free time... other than going out, play games, reading yaoi mangas... playarts are good... very good... huhuh....

And haha guess wut I found online? Everyone knows - I mean, everyone who PLAYED Final Fantasy 7 year ago and WATCHED Final Fantasy 7 - Advent Children would know that the Lyrics of "One Winged Angel" in those two versions are different. The first one was a crappy latin... and I'm sure the 2nd one is as well :P - But it sounds nice anyway and I'm not really an expert in Latin to judge, so I'll let it be. And I found the translation of the new "One Winged Angel" and oh-my... wut a little sad bastard our Darling Sephiroth is... It's okay my dear.. I would not let you become a memory *hugshugs*

So here it is, wut they sung and wut it means....


"One Winged Angel"


Latin

Noli manere, manare in memoria (x2)
Sephiroth, Sephiroth

Saevam iram, iram et dolorem (x2)
Sephiroth, Sephiroth

Ferum terribile, ferum fatum

Noli manare, manere in memoria (x2)

Sephiroth,

Sephiroth

Veni, mi fili. Veni, mi filiHic veni, da mihi mortem iterumVeni,
mi fili. Veni, mi filiHic veni, da mihi...

Noli manere in memoriaSaevam iram et dolorem
Ferum terribile fatumIlle iterum veniet

Mi fili, veni, veni, veni, mi fili (x4)

Mi fili, veni, veni, veni, mi fili(Qui mortem invitavis)

Mi fili, veni, veni, veni, mi fili(Poena funesta natus)

Mi fili, veni, veni, veni, mi fili(Noli nomen vocare)

Mi fili, veni, veni, veni, mi fili(Ille iterum veniet)

Sephiroth, Sephiroth

Sephiroth



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English Translation

Won't remain, remain in memory (x2)
Sephiroth, Sephiroth

Raging anger, anger and misery (x2)
Sephiroth, Sephiroth

Fierce terror, fierce fate
Won't to remain, remain in memory (x2)

Sephiroth, Sephiroth

Come, my son. Come, my sonCome here, give me death once more
Come, my son. Come, my sonCome here, give me...

Won't remain in memoryRaging anger and misery
Fierce, terrible fateThe second advent

My son, come, come, come, my son (x4)

My son, come, come, come, my son(By death's invitation)

My son, come, come, come, my son(Painful tainted birth)

My son, come, come, come, my son(Won't call the name)

My son, come, come, come, my son(The second advent)

Sephiroth, Sephiroth

Sephiroth

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So there I hope it's true... Hahah*hugs Sad little Sephy*... Uh yeah.. I got this from Advent Children.net heehehe... seems like a reliable source to me... ^_^ How they got those? beats me hahha....

So that's it I guess gihih... till next weird encounter *hugs all of u*

A dozen questions for Gamers...

//currently listening to :- Kagrra - Tsumi to Batsu//




Hhuhuhu... Thish is Kanoma or Sanaka or Hitomi, take your pick which name you wanna use, but its the same Darling boy. hehe... he's shoooo cute~~~ Don't you think so too?

This time, I wanna share my answers on this little survey...


"A dozen questions for Gamers..."

1. Favourite type of video/computer game?
- RPGs music simulations, Action, Horror

2. Favourite games?
- Final Fantasy VII, Final Fantasy IX, Resident Evil series, Parappa the Rapper 1 & 2, Jammer Lammy, Guitaroo Man, Space Channel 5, DDR, Pop'n Music, BeatMania, EZ2Djay,
Ez2Dancer, Para Para Paradise, Brave Fencer Musashi n the new Musashi-den, Shin Megami Tensei 3 >_<, Fatal Frame 1 n 2 (haven't played 3 yet).. Silent Hill 1 - 4. shiet... there's
too many... and there was a time i used to play Ragnarok Online... hehe...

3. First E-game played?
- The Most prolly Mario Brothers on the super old Micro Genuis.. that was aeons ago =.=" Or was it those little gamepads that u can move the characters to the left and right and blinks as it walks.. hahaha... if that's then, it'll be when i was 3...


4. Favourite or best MALE game character?
- Clous Strife, 1st Class soldier from FFVII! Always has been, always will be.. (I know a gazillion more people who agrees on this ^_^) he's pretty cool for a protagonist...hmm.. no one's gonna ask who's my favourite antagonist??
Sephiroth : *grunts*
Oh... doesn't he knows that we're talking about him *flutters eyelashes*

5. Favourite or best FEMALE game character?
- Uhm... i dun fancy playing games with lotsa girls in it.. but heah i'd gotta go with Lammy the Jammer... her songs are UBER COOLNESS!

6. Upcoming games waiting for?
- FFVII remake(I hope SquareEnix is SO MUCH OF A SELLOUT THEY WOULD REMAKE THIS UBER CASTASTHROPHICAL LIFE EXPERIENCE), and Fatal Frame 3 .. I heard you
can also play a boy character now... hehe ... even though i still have a bunch of games left half way unattended due to work.. bugger....

7. How long have you been playing computer/videogames?
- Since I'm 5. Now I am 22.... *gods... i feel old already...*

8. Your preferred game platform?
- Playstation, Playstation 2 and hopefully getting a Playstation 3... others suxxorssss...

9. If you could be in a game world, which would itbe, and why?
- FFVII... ^_^ I wanna stay in Midgar, work for Shinra Power Company... I wanna Marry Rufus... I wanna have the Turks under my command!! So i can ask Reno to massage my tired apple smelling
feet....GYAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~~~~!!!!!! And maybe gamble at Golden Saucer... stay a night or two in the Ghost Hotel... *haih... wut life...*

10. In what setting do you like a game best? (ie.present day, WW2 or fantasy or Ancient times)
- Fantasy lands

11. In roleplaying style of games, would you play acharacter of the opposite gender?
- Hell yeah! By being Cloud Strife, I'm already discovering my masculine side *flutters eyelids* Though in MMORPGs, being a girl sure has its benefits.... =.="

12. What game do you think you'd be confident inchallenging others?
- Any music simulation game.... *glints* I have confidence in my eye-hands, legs coordination... hehehe...

Aestheticism is Bliss amongst a sea of Diamonds....

//currently listening to : Kagrra - amafurase tanmaina//



heh... so there... another Kamijo and Sanaka - or Hitomi or Kanoma wutever u prefer him to be called - picture. Don't they have the highest grade of aesthetisicm? I really like this picture... I really wanna be the grapes. That aside, I think i just fell into a fad. The Visual-Kei fad. Yeah, I used to like em too - but now all i see is Visual Kei, Hard Shock and J-Indies... hmm.... i even duped the MP3s in my MP3 player to those of Kagrra, Malice Miser and a few other - i wanna get more of their CD's... Gazette, Alice 9, LaReine... i heard they're good.. hmm... I even did this spontaneous stunt of going off to buy magazines of SHOXX n CURE instead of eating and going home.

So, of course in celebrating my new indulgence i did a bunch of quizzes related to the bishounens....


Yes... first i took the Seme test ^_^


The Yaoi Selector: Which Seme are You?
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- But that's not the real me... is it? HohohOHoho...... *whiplash*

- But hey, i can't be satisfied with that, no? So i took it again and see who would i be...


The Yaoi Selector: Which Seme are You?
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- Ho... lookie there~~~ Sephy no? Or my dear psychotic bastard i love you so much i wanna be you~~~ @_@

- Then i took the Uke test... *laughs like a madperson*


The Yaoi Selector: Which Uke are You?
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- Dang... this quiz made me seem like some sick bitch... well then I always love lotsa drama and angst... ^_^

- But hey, I am a Sephy too... So i'll try to get Cloud...


The Yaoi Selector: Which Uke are You?
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- I soo love myself... I know these bishies so well that i know wut to pick to get em in my pockets ^_^

- Ho~~ then i took this quiz ... >_<
You're most like Gackt and Mana (Malice Mizer)
Nothing is too

dark for you, be it morbid
poerty, songs that chill the heart or a love
that will one day end in tragedy. You live for
the night.

- Hmm.. Dat's soooo me no? I wanna be Mana though... so I'd have a BF like Gackt... Coz if i was Gackt... hmm... Well i wouldn't minds screwing Mana too.. he's soooo gorgeous~~~ ^_^


What J-Rock Yaoi pairing are you most like?
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You're most like Toshiya and Kaoru (Dir En Grey)
The sexy, silent type

who hangs back from a
crowd--the people always come to you instead


- Do i seem like that? I guess I do... I don't really go forth and make new friends and stuff but my friends that i have now I will cherish them..*hugs you few*


What J-Rock Yaoi pairing are you most like?
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Toshiya and Kaoru:They like anime and eachother a
lot. If You are an

otaku too, it will be easy
to get closer to them. But beware: They are
childish and maybe don't take You too serious.
Don't try it too hard! After all, You could
have at

least one of them for a longer time.


- Hmm... Playing... is good... PLAYING WITH KAORU AND TOSHIYA *faints, dies, goes to heaven, comes back*

Which Dir en grey yaoi pairing will You play with?
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Kaoru is a definate keeper! Plus, he'd be a great
husband too!


Which Dir en Grey member would be your ideal boyfriend?
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- Yeah... OMG... I'm so in love with Kaoru.... Pink super cool hair super cool stage clothes... >_< i sooo wanna bite his ears.... omg omg omg.... *calms down*

So... about wut I am up to... I'm just ok... I just got my Final Fantasy 7 :Advent Children - Limited Pieces BOX SET! Yeah.. costs me a whopping ¥30,000++ but it's worth every single fat cells i sacrificed for not eating to save up for that noble cause... Ah, and my number is 64737/77777... ^_^ Ureshii~~ I shall get pictures of it posted once I am free for the weekend... ^_^

So till then....

Random things... gyahahahaha~~~

// currently listening to - Gackt - Mizerable//




Yes... been a while since i've really buckeled up and moved on. Things have been rough on the inside though I might look like a flawless smiling porcelain Super Dollfie from the outside. Bah! So checked out the picture above? Yeah.. 2 bishies yum yum... HohoHOh... and i've got a few other ones like them feeding each other grapes and hugging.. hoHHOhohH... another UBER fantasy to fill my harem sanctuary with

*Harem Sanctuary - a place when I and Rai hang out to chill with the bishies... hahaha - rulez = we can only talk and interact but no touchy touchy with the bishies... Visual purposes only*

And hell yeah... Kamijo and Sanaka/Hitomi/Kanoma(gods, why do you haf lotsa name babe?) are super uberlicious!!! *another orgasming whine*

So while slaving for greens, I'd go online and check out what's up in the world of crazy bishie lovers and I found a buncha quizzez.... gyahaha... mostly related to Visual-Kei. And namely Gackt. Hah! You guys try it too! I rolled on the floor laughing in my office with the answers. And the questions are hillarious as well. Some vivid imagintions these quiz writers have I'd must say. Credits to the respective quizzez are in the links. and uhm.. mostly quizilla. gheh hehehe...



You're Visual! Chances are you need to see if

a
band "looks the part" before you
check out the music. You're a big fan of gothic
dresses, make-up and sexy fanservice. Your
favorite bands probably include Dir en

grey,
Pierrot, and of course Malice Mizer.


What's Your Genre Of Jrock?

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Gackt


Which member of Malice

Mizer will you screw senselessly?
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You are the Gackt Sandwich.


Which Awkward Gackt Moment are

You?
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Too Like a Boa Constrictor, I am GACKT'S DREADED
SILVER

PANTS!

You may remember me from such concerts as
Merveilles. I am infamous. Look at me shine,
for I am Gackt's radiant, radiant pants.


Which type of Gackt pants are you?


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You are Gackt's shades!


What Gackt Item are you?
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What else is there to want?


Gackt quiz - Will you get some?

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You are Vanilla!

You little nympho! You think sex brings you closer
to devine grace, are you high?


Which Gackt song are you?

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okay so i dun wanna be a horny fuck... i did it another time and I got...



You are Mizerable!

You are Gackt's first song as a solo artist. You
are a little sad, but you are my favorite.


Which Gackt song are you?

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Leave Today behind and enter the World of Fantasy...

//currently listening to : One Wing Angel - FF7AC Remix//



Yes.... finally... all those years of depression and waiting in dense patience finally paid off. True to your guess, I WATCHED Final Fantasy 7 Advent Children.... *SCREAMS AND SHOUTS IN ORGASM*


Dude.. chill...

If people believe that if you do good, you can get a glimpse of heaven... That was my experience of it. And I still am feeling the sensations of it. Tetsuya Nomura, Nobuo Uematsu, you guys are my dieties. You created perfection. You created the new age of - dats it, I'm saving up for plastic surgery to look like those adorable boys!!! - Just looking at my childhood experience of playing over 150 hours of Final Fantasy 7, revolutionised into such perfect fantasy. Yes! That was definitely MY Final Fantasy. Anything beating that would involve me touching and calling Cloud on his handphone, Hiding under Vincents cloak and looking straight into Sephiroth's MACO induced eyes ready for battle via-virtual reality. UBER COOL!

And yeah, Me haf also changed me ringtone to that of FF7's victory song. GYAHAHAHA. Call me cloud! Yazoo, Kadaj... whoever? Vincent? I'm sure haf a phone somewhere under those rags? :P

Yes, it was a crazy night. I went to sleep ahead of my friends due to my responsibility of work the next morning, but it was laced with images of those perfect beauties.... They're sooo gorgeus... I wanna live in their world... I wanna hang out with Reno, I wanna join the turks! hoHOhoho.... And after couple of searches online... look whut I've found...



Yes.... Cloud, Vincent and Sephiroth in SUPER DOLLFIE form!! OMG... this custom doll is sooo pretty... i was looking around for some new pictures when i stumbled into this site. All credits go here... I've sampled some of the pictures to share in lowres, so if you wanna check it out please do click on her/his page and check. And also there is also a picture of this boy cosplaying as Yazoo.. pretty cute... *huggles him and kisses*

Been a whole since i hung out with you guys... lurve you lots!