When life in Ura-Shinjuku becomes hectic, people start getting stressed. Come over to our little coffee shop where we serve STRESSED backwards. ^_^ With diabetic blood as sweetener and eyeballs on top that is...
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
100 Questions... make it less than that...
2. Nicknames : Bulma-chan, B, rina-chan
3. Eyes : Hazel
4. Height :164 cm
5. Hair :Brown
6. Siblings : none...
7. Do u like to sing in the shower? : no
8. Do u like to sing in the toilet? : no
9. Birthday: April 16th 1983
10. Sign : Aries
11. Address : Gifu, Japan
12. Gender : Female
13. Righty or lefty : Righty.
14. What do you want in a relationship most? : huh? lots and lots of beating. So i'm masochistic - sue me.
15. Have you ever cheated on someone : No, wanted to - but no.
16. Martial status : single
17. Do you have a car? : Yes
18. What kinda car do you have/want? : some honda/wutever that moves.
FAVORITE QUESTIONS:
19. Movie : Gohatto
20. Song : Kagrra – Urei
21. TV Show : Desperate housewives
22. Actor : Johnny Depp *=p~*
23. Actress : they all look the same...
24. Food : Sashimi
25. Number : 7
26. Cartoon : Gravitation
28. Disney : Whut? >_<"
29. Colour : lavender
LOVE LIFE ETC
30. Do you plan on having children : Of course, 2 boys
31. Do you want to get married : no, not really...
32. How old do u wanna be when you have your first child : about 24
33. How old do u wanna be when your married : no such desire as of now
34. Would you have kids before marriage: maybe
35. Do you have a b/f or g/f : nope. I dun think I'm the type. I suck at romantic relationships.
37. Do you have a crush : yes, on Super Dollfies.
EITHER-OR (PICK WHICH ONE YOU PREFER)
38. Music/TV : Music
39. Guys/Girls : guys?
40. Green/Blue : Blue.
41. Pink/Purple : Purple
42. Summer/Winter : Cold white winter
43. Night/Day : Night.
44. Weird saying I have : “munyuu~”
47. What school do u go to? : huh? done with em and dun wanna remember.
48. Have you ever taken drugs? : If you count paracetamol as one.. heah... heh hehhe hehe... nah not really.. if u're talking about those fun inducing chemicals... i'd rather spent my money on my pets and buy more tangible stuff.
49. What's a major turn on for you? : On screen unreal boys making out with each other. yes. oh yes.
50. How far would you go on a first date? : I dunno... I'm not really a PDA person and i HATE skin contacts. so u guess it.
51. The PERSON you know who is...
Funniest : Jaideep (been to 3 of these crap and u're name's still here, jai) Happiest : Abs (great job, great romantic relationship, great family .. wut else?) Strangest : Jenny (u are very peculiar…)
Most Caring : My mother... love you lots *hugs n kisses*
Tallest : Nadya (ROTFL - i've gotta put ur name somewhere in here babe) Smartest : My chipmunk
Best All Around Person : My daddy... hehehe.... love you lots *hugs n kisshesh*
52. Which 5 people do you trust and are open with the most? : Ban-chan, Guu-chan, Nad, Abs, Jenny. You guys r the greatest... even how far apart we are...
53. What do you think of soul mates? : nad and abs? they're the other 2/3 that makes the whole me - we are the TRINITY. hahahah. can't live without em.
54. Is it right to flirt if you have a bf/gf? : If you've got it, flaunt it. There's no right or wrong. And there's no way to know if ur gf/bf is steering off the mud either. y risk being stupid? I'd say go for it. Coz if u dun, and u found out ur other half cheated on u, u'd feel uber stupid.
55. What was the last thing you cried over or got teary about? : i dun cry... i cut and laugh.
56. What's something about guys/girls you don't get? : they adapt very well.
57. Are you happy? : yeah, at times.
61. Silver or gold : Silver.
62. Diamond or pearl: Diamonds. yes lots of it.
63. Sunset or sunrise : Sunrinse ( coz i usually miss this, so when i do get to see it i get really estatic).
64. Have you ever gone skinny-dipping (to swim in the nude): Nope.
65. Do you sleep with stuffed animals: yup, lots of it... not only animals, but also stuffed kakashi, naruto and sasuke.
66. Do you have any piercings? : Lots n lots
68. What song are you listening to right now? : Kagrra - Urei (yes trying to overkill it)
70. Where would you want to go on your honeymoon? : Gifu Ski resort, Japan.
71. Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with? : Nad, Abs, Jenny.
72. What's your favourite sport? : sports... does PS2ing count as sports? or dance machines and para-para.
73. What makes you happy? : friends, fritz, shonen ai, food, manga, figurines, SD DOLLS, oh yes.
75. What's the next cd/s you're gonna get/buy? : Karakuri Zouzhi Ayatsuri Sakon OST 1 n 2 - lost the first one. :(
76. Do u wear contacts or glasses? : both - but i usually go with none at all... not that blind anyway.
77. What's the best advice given to you? : Stop smoking - good advice, but doesn't mean i'm listening.
78. Have you ever won any special awards? : best fucked up slacker.
79. What are your future goals? : to get an SD DOLL. yes, oh yes...
80. Worst sickness you ever had : Chicken Pox on holiday season... the fact thats it's holiday and u're sick in bed makes it more the unbearable...
81. Do you like funny or scary movies better? : Scary
82. On the phone or in person? : in person, facial expression and body language plays an inportant role...
83. Hugs or Kisses? : Hugs.. of coz... kissings way too personal...
84. What song seems to reflect you the most? : X Japan - Forever Love - nope it doesn't reflect me but i like it.
85. If you die tomorrow who would you leave everything you own to? : Nad, Abs and Jenny - be good now and dun fight eh?
86. Do you have any enemies? : haha i'd like to say no, but people like to think they're so i'll leave it to them.
87. What is your greatest fear? : That my friends dun wanna make a proper funeral service for me like the one in "My Chemical Romance - Helena" when i die - I swear I'd come back from my grave to haunt u all if you dun do it!!!!!
88. Would you rather be rich or famous? : rich :D
89. What time is it in Albania now? : like hell i know... some things are best left not bothered with.
90. Have you ever been in love? : I still dun grasp the concept... *blinks*
93. When was the last time you talked to the person that you like : few mins ago - jenny.
96. Do you have any pets? : 3 - Guu-chan, Ban-chan and Fritz-kun :P
97. Are you an alcoholic? : no, i'd rather drink sweet yummy stuff.
98. Who sent this to you? : Fritz, he din send - i copy n pasted from his blog. hah! 99. What do you think of this person : he's so cute!! *hugs n kisshesh*
100. Do you want your friends to write back?: Definitely
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
My hubby and father-in-law...
nyuu... mite mite.... my hubby and my goth father-in-law...
hehe... ok I got this recently... and aren't they just gorgeous?
Just staring at them gives me orgasmic energy...
life has been a bitch to me some time earlier. But being its bitter glory i secretly get a sick pleasure out of it. Maybe I'm just a little out of it... things can't be helped i guess... just shut those prying eyes off my back and get on ur own crap already... shooh shooh... >_< well then... I shall reveal more later... from now i guess this would be just a place for me to bitch about life and gloat about my wellbeing... do i make sense? no? good.
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
Sunday, July 17, 2005
Bon Odori 2005

Fritz-kun to shashin o totta ^_^

Kotoshi no Bon Odori ga tanoshii zo!!
Yeap! it's a wonderful event...! Even Jenny who has been missing it for 4 consecutive years finally came to the bon Odori with me...!
^_^ mite mite!! For all you people who has been wondering who is Fritz-kun... koitsu desu! Petto no Fritz-kun! kawaii ko deshou?? ^_^ I so feel like Aoi Renji hahHAhahAHa!!! Hai sempai, okanshashite oke.. gihihih... I love the high ponytail at the back ^_^ its' sooo kawaii ^_^!!!!
Yup... bulma-sama has moved on and climbed out of her emotional hole.
Now immensely decreasing virtual space in FRIENDS folder in order to avoid anymore backstabbers. Has deleted HEART to avoid anymore heartaches. And created a new folder named PETs for Guu-chan, Ban-chan and Fritz-kun.
Although done with all that, the system is still unstable. constant pop-ups with dialog box that suggests "You are a numbnut" "Go cut urself and bleed to death" "You were already fucked-up from the beginning" and "Stop letting people sit on ur head while grinding their shoes into ur hair" keeps pliagarizing operating system. Might one day cauze a huge bad sector and destroy all data. Only remedy is SG anti-virus and SpyPET to keep symptoms under control.
^_^ well.... i can't be all too sad right? at least god still leave me with some nice stuffs to live with...
Monday, July 11, 2005
tick tock tick tock...

Nadya's birthday party... and I didn't even get to get a decent picture with nadya... hahha...
So like a lot of people i know was there and also a lot of people i don't. Also I met Jerah again after along while. I sooo miss her... when are we gonna go harvest apples no? ^_^ Maa... maresia de tsumaran yo.. nihon de ikou ka...? Nadya's cake was great but it was too small.
A lot has happen after that.... backstabs, ratted ons, and broken friendship.... its hard... but i hope that was the last of it... i seriously cant take all of this anymore... its so stupid. Baka mitai....
And to you out there... there was never any compassion between us. And you were the one who decided to null the situation.
Thursday, May 12, 2005
Unyuuu~~~
i've been deprived off internet connection once i moved back home. Due to some incomptibility in my house - it DOESNT haf a copper wire that i can plug a fucking phone line into. Something about some wireless infrared new-age phone lines which requires a WHOLE new hardware to get a working line.
Mendou kusai na~~~
sore ga sa...
I'm too lazy to unpack, the only thing i did for the pass week was going out with my friends like almost everyday (rotating turns) play games at night and re-read the Da Vinci Code... hukhukhuk..... screw me if i think i DONT WANT TO seperate my fantasy and fact with the book.... i love live better with it....
Yesterday i went out with steph and Anash... hukhuk... my pals... my comrades... hukhuk they treated me to a birthday steamboat! hak! best! thanks you guys!! *huggles huggles* shedap shedap.. nanti kite kluar lagi eh...
Today i went out with Nad and Jai to time square - all the way scorning and brooding towards the fact that the world sucks... thanks to the inhabitance of 'mosyeques' around in this world.... creating stupid songs, stupid love-nicknames *vomits* and everything else that makes me wanna cut myself repeatedly with an NTcutter till i bleed to death *phew*
Nad is like my soul-mate.... a few days of not seeing her i'd just turn blue.. and as for jai, his antiques are the main thing that gets my air-flow in my winpipe clear huhuhu... hes a great companion when u're down....
so after time square, we went back to jai's house in cyber... or make it Fritz-kun's house. huhuhu... after hanging out for a while, we felt hungry and ranted about places that we could have dinner at when I asked Fritz-kun what does he wanna eat. And he sed he was going to cook. ^_^suggee yaro~~~so we playfully asked if we could haf wutever he's having for dinner and he said" yeah" ngaa~~~ureshii... so after 30 minutes of super speed cooking and a hella torturous whiff of divine smells...... we had this!!
huuu umaiii!!! oisshiiii!! fritz-kun ga suggeee ya kakkoii!!! ryouri ga jyozu deshita na!! ^_^
sankyuuu fritz-kun..huhuhuhu.....
huhu dats all for the time being.. till i get a proper internet connection or leeching off these kind hearted samaritans hukhuk...
Saturday, April 30, 2005
Saying my Last Farewells...
Haih... I'm seriously too attached to this house to leave... I'm taking short naps... lil'ciggie breaks and still sitting here chatting to people and writing and entry here....
Thank you for sheltering us all these while A2-6-9. To me, you would be the the place where i grew up the most.
Guu-chan : We're moving? :3 But that house was where i gave birth to Ban-chan!!
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Ban-chan : MOVING? IS THAT EVEN A WORD??? NO!!! NOOO!! I'VE NEVER BEEN OUTTA THIS HOLE!!
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Nadya-chan : Omg, Look at the amount of rubbish u got B! Now, lemme take a token of memory from this pile of garbage :D
*slaps head*
To be honest.... I'm scared... this moving out thing and stuff... Getting a job, getting a new life... it just scares me... maybe im not really the type to get used to changes... well.... let's just cross the bridge when we see it no? ^_^ *cries desperately*
A slab of loneliness just crept up to me......
Thursday, April 28, 2005
Death Note.... ROCKS!
Yeah yeah... tell me about it..... I'm supposed to be packing up to leave. But I'm still in denial... This place holds to much memories to just let go.... So I opted for something more fun!
I downloaded the whole 59 chapters of DeathNote and read it all....
har har har.... Ooba Tsuzumi and Obata Takeshi Rocks.... Love the art, love the story flow... its so smooth and super sweet and bizarre that i couldn't take my eyes or brain off it... >_< Trust mr.. its super cool and awesome!
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
single, available and looking for....
*ROTFL*
Ok, here's the deal.... I've always think that the idea of being committed and tied to someone is something that i couldn't tolerate since i was 15. And boy i was so right and up till now it's just something that I feared. Nothing works jsut the way u expected it i guess. So I'd rather oogle and adore people from afar without getting my taited little hands on them. Pretty little things shouldn't have blood on their skin no?
So i did this.
You like the trouble making types.
What kind of guy are you most attracted to? (CUTE anime pics)
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See? Now I'm almost convinced that I have the hotties for cute little troublemakers - whereas my soulmate and partner-in-crime Slayerbabe are into those prince charming type. Which if I get hold of one of those I'd punch them on the nose till they bleed so bad that even their mothers cant recognize them.
So lately I've started talking to this particular person. On the outside he looked just like your typical cute little 14 year old boy who would do anything for a piece of candy. Wide eyed, sweet and accompanied by a sunshine smile. But after spending some time-off and getting to know him, he turned out to be a homocidal rapist. huhuhu... nah, he's a unique person that's deeper than he appeared to be and apparently older than he looks. :P
After a long sought social barrier penetration, I preceive that he's a workaholic, super-independent, strong-willed and a charismatic person as well as on the other side being lonely, lost, sad and wanting to be loved unconditionally. When i talk to him i always have this image of him being in a dark candle-lit room with life-wallowing music playing in the background. Which is kinda cool and chiche to me. He used to be a one-liner to me, but kinda opened up a little i guess.
Now that he's found his other-half, all i hope is for him to not be lonely anymore. I love being lonely, but when other people gets lonely, it saddens me. I wish u - all the sugared goodies in this world of Demon Styx, boy. Althought I'm leaving this vast land of nothingsness it sure was good to know that I've met someone as great as you are.
catch of the day "Shinu koto wa sumu yuiitsu no iryuu de aru" - Dying is the only reason to living.
Hence the Saga continues...
so i used the money to get connected to the internet, get converted into the life of techo-paganism and did quizzes!! yey~~
You are the depressed/dreamer anime girl.You either
lost somebody you love or somebody broke you
heart so bad that you can't pick up the
shattered pieces without hurting yourself.You
think nobody can heal your wounds but don't
stop looking because you never know who loves
you enough to try hell the one special guy
could be right infront of your eyes and you
don't even know it.You also love to day dream
because it seems like the only place that makes
you happy.BBut little do you know that people
all around you are trying to make you happy and
you won't let them in fearing you'll get
another heartbreak or get hurt worse.But just
try and if things go wrong just brush it off
and try again.It never hurts to try.One more
thing never let that lost love one leave you
heart keep them in forever and keep their
memory alive.
If You Were An Anime Character What Would You Look Like?(Girls Only)
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Hmm... dat's so me... ^_^
HuhUHuhu...so now...
I'm lonely, bored and depressed...
i took up some "side-jobs" to fill my purse.
You kill for
revenge.
That is because you have lost something or
someone you held very dear. Now you can't seem
to get over the loss that marked your soul, and
the only solution is to go after the one person
who brought all this pain to you. Chances are
you are angry inside and you bottle everything
up and don't talk to anyone about it. People
may want to help, but you think that they can
never understand your pain and only get
frustrated because of this. But it is important
to see all that you have left and be thankful
of that even if you have lost something great.
It may not be true that Times heals all wounds,
but with time and talking about your feelings,
maybe the hurt will ease.
Main weapon: Yourself
Quote: "You can close your eyes to
reality but not to memories" -Stainslaw J.
Lec
Facial expression: Gritted teeth and
teary eyes
What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
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u guys shuld try it too...
Sunday, December 19, 2004
bluek.......
write write...
been doing MAYA all night long...... didnt realise it was already morning... class starts today.... i've got one this noon... crap... after 7 weeks of holiday its sure hard to get up and go to class... wut the hell?????
put up my christmas tree inside and a wreath on the door outside..... also a giant sock on my door for anyone who feels generous on that day :P
wut else? nothing i guess...
Sunday, August 08, 2004
A concoction of crap n bull in a cesspool.....
Anyway, might as well crap since this is already here ne?
Lets start with yesterday.... was supposed to go out with Jen to Time Square n haf a hell of a time but she called me like at 10am and asked if im awake. Of course Im not! She never told me wut time to wake up or get ready or anything... then she sed shes already in One Utama... so i sed "fine, wutever," came back to Villa De La Smoke (unquote Steph - ROTFL) around 7pm, with no keys. GREAT. SO went to hang around a bit with the guys in A3-3-3. Qib came to pass me the keys at 1am, then went back to Shah Alam... *rolls eyes* I came back home, fed the kitties, played PS2 till i slept off at around 7am.
Today... woken up by the horrible singing of those people in Malaysian Idol. I sometimes wonder what they're thinking. Wut's so great about being an Idol? Now I sound like a lameass satisfying herself... I got cranky, went to my comp and started watching Sonic X. OMG theyre soooooooooo adorably cute~~~ Great story too! I was thinking of watching Get Backers.... but I'm scared i cant tolerate anymore gayness. Nothing bad, I just dun wanna get crazy about yaoi n stuff for a wee bit more. When i start a yaoi craze, I'll be stuck in that world for a while... hehehe........
Almost regret to say i wasted such a great weekend.. but at least i get to spend time watching Sonic X.

